5/31/08


I'll be moving to Washington state this Saturday.
I'll have some net access for a while yay :B




The hard part is saying 'Bye'

Got married to my Kolette today...


Man I'm so excited. And Tired...

I think I am a tad dehydrated from all the sun...



Gotta scoot for now but look for pics and details later depending on how busy I am <__>


kloveyoubai

Life is kicking my ass...

I will pound out those commissions A.S.A.P.
I just haven't had a day off in weeks @_@

That is all

Sum quick pimpage:











Btw, me an =BiggCaZ opened up joint commissions starting at $60 contact either of us for information or pretty much him for pricing xD

Ugh, and i need new CSS.

Note my commissions are still open... i will be needing them in the near future X_X

Not gonna lie, some big bills keep coming up and I'll be needin' some money soon.

I've been working my ass off a lot lately and... I'm just not makin much money. Pretty much enough to pay what I owe to landlords and things of that nature with enough ta buy food. Bought some paper and some ink and a sketchbook... been too busy/sick/exhausted to touch those...

Man I'm fallin apart... I'd like some pocket cash for a CD or some movies or something... Just extra income... it's depressing working all this time... and nothing else...

<bitch&complain>AND BEING SICK ON MY DAYS OFF</bitch&complain>

Anyways... Prices are the same, but the art is much better

$15 USD for some lines:

(limit 1 person. 2 dollars more per extra)

$30 USD fer this:

(limit one person. 5 dollars per extra)

I will color your lines for between $5 $USD and $15 USD

[this one is traditional]
prices vary depending on how complicated the piece is and how much 'touching up' is needed.

There are also lil $5 USD sketches that I can do...
Medium is pretty much whatever i want... most likely digital but a slight chance of traditional... and color is up to me. [note that i like to color for shits and giggles]


I'll send you sample sketches to see if you like with a limit of 3 revisions on the lines. That's all as far as limits go. (thusfar)

nothin TOO sexually explicit plz

paypal: sirkirb@hotmail.com

I also accept checks and cash/money orders (US)
*note* you send cash, and I don't get it, you'll up the creek w/o a paddle

Please understand: You commission me, you buy my heart, my soul, my tears, my sweat, and my love. Nothing less




Send a note, we'll work somethin out



Thank you for your time

It turns out that someone has gone and done some research....
Like the annoying researcher kind of research...

That person is ~falconmjc07
Seems he's gone far enough to complete a biography.

Here are some excerpts:

"Well, I needed a new journal entry, so here we go..."

"...most bada... know... make it up to you"

"..RADIOACTIVE... FREAKIN LAZERS"

"...Mr. Rodgers... '7-Z'th Dimension... rodeo"





TESTIMONIALS!

"kind of makes sense, in a weird way...Sorry for the late comment, am drinking tea..."
~Jessie04104

"Spectacular... btw, drawing nekid chick as we speak"
=BiggCaZ

"I am Chris Hansen... and I approve"
~Chris-Hansen (I'm not lying)

"That's genius...these people... make me off as a really creepy pervert"
~falconmjc07 himself





Some Bonus Material

whe4 gave them all EPIC aids and every disease ever, and some not even known yet. Then he surged into the sunset on his long, flowing, golden locks with armfuls of the bustiest babes EVER!



Excerpts from an interview taken some time ago...
Not necessarily in the correct order


Click here to read...
Some material may be deemed offensive or immature

It's about the person you're meant to be

Why hallo thar ;D
I've been absent for a while, some people tell me they notice it...


I'd like to thank everyone for their kind comments and notes checking up on me.
As well as phone calls, texts, and IMs I have received as well.
I must apologize for not keeping up with my devwatch.
Just been a tad drained lately...


Lotsa drama goin on...
January consisted of 3 suicide attempts by friends and a fake internet one D:
Too much work for too little money, and much lost sleep.
As well as more shets i won't cover.
I'd like to say I've learned a lot about myself...


Now to play what I've learned.


Regarding my future absenteeism, I'll just tell ya...
I'll be visiting my lovely ~KoKo1987 I will return on the night of the 19th and i have the 20th off c:


Maybe i will take photos and make a lil journal for it :B


Anyways, regarding the contest, head on over to my sister, *jayshree's, page to get full detail


The contest revolves around the color red, and there are two 3-month subscriptions up for grabs as well as a 1-month subby and several features... Right now she's at 43 entries, so this something to definitely keep your eye on. Great opportunity to make friends as well You only have until the 20th, so runRUNRUN

And regarding another contest in the future, ~xEvilDuckyx and I are still discussing plans, rules, and prizes for a very undead gorefest

No more tourneys, this one will be /very/ interactive and as fun as a barrel of armless monkeys


If I think of something else, I will update...

Collaborations in the works
=BiggCaZ
*Revenant-Wings
~CaptainDragonshit
*lastscionz _{[im just coloring some lines, really XD]}

I'm sure there's more i just need to check my folder

Don't know if he'd like me going into specifics, but =Brazilian-Ninja told me ta tell everyone that he's doing ok.


We'll see what happens...

I mean Christmas.



yea... Christmas.

Sorry for my absence as of late.

You know I've been going through lots of shit with this break-up.
Lotsa shit. Period. It seemed to be going well, I was fighting an uphill battle and I've done well for myself thusfar...

Or I tell myself that...

Hell I even patched things up wit mah girl. She asked ME to come back O.o [i know, right?]

2 days ago everything fell together and was just peachy keen. I had a beautiful future laid out.

Today my boss comes and calls us to the back. He'd bought the Quiznos a few months back, but he tells us that the previous owner had fucked up bad, leaving the current owner so far in the red... So... the Government is coming in to take everything that the previous owner had owned. Some apartments were already taken from him, Quiznos is next followed by the trailer park that I live in. So it seems this fucker owns me in every way possible xD. Looks like he is going to be going to jail for tax evasion...

So getting to the point, the manager told us to start putting in applications elsewhere, as he didn't see the business making it through January...

I've got one full paycheck coming in... so hopefully I can have maybe $500 saved up ._.
lol, between my next one and [hopefully] a last one... push comes to shove, I can sell my Wii and DS... Maybe I can get a loan, watever, that isn't my issue. [your thoughts?]

My issue is the girl. I love her. Simple as that. I have fought 95% of the people I have spoken with, and respect [very] highly, in staying beside her. Not giving up on her. Not giving up on myself and proving to myself that I can fight for something I hold dear. This was my promise to her. I've devoted my life to her. These last 6 years with her in my life have really been the best. I have been through hell for this girl, because of this girl, and with this girl. I feel that I only need faith. Me and her may not have a lot in common, but that only brings to mind that she is indeed my 'better half.' I will not go further into this tangent, but there are more than just the obvious 'reasons' for staying with her.

I know what I want. I just do not know if I can do it. I feel pre-mature enlightenment behind my eyes when I sleep at night and awake looking for it. Smelling it so close, but not knowing where it is coming from. Maybe it's time for another leap into the unknown?

Plus lack of support from her mother and my mother telling me that she sees my father in me is a huge damper on this fucking situation... With a phone call from said person to top off what I call 'today.' That's always a huge buncha sunshine added to my day >.> The worst lie is an 'i love you,' people. anywaaaaaaaaaays...

Another thing buggin me is my 'sister situation.' This whole situation with herself is quite awful. She's really changed [in a bad way.] She was one of the main people against me an my girl, constantly telling me to lose her cause she ain't for me. Not necessarily making her the bad guy, but a broken [an quite possibly bitter] heart is not what I feel I should be listening to atm. She throws somethin important away, replaces it with somethin/someone not so pleasant, and things start going downhill. I mean it's her thing, not mine, but I really have a problem when she starts saying words like 'bitch' in front of my lil brother and justifies it with someone else's actions. Lol, :iconwherearemymoralsplz: Just feel like I can't look up to her anymore :\ Tired of this 'one day I'll go back' shit. I want results. I am bored of saying 'wtf' on account of the things I hear.

Plus I've been growing distant with my once close friends. Not necessarily a bad thing but it ain't great. Truth be told, I am losing my heroes from one day to the next and I cannot decide whether it is something I have to do or something I've done unintentionally. I mean, I looked up to certain people when I was at my lowest. Maybe they promoted that? Maybe it is time to switch positions? Time for me to lead? Maybe this is me growing up.

I feel my time here in Texas is coming to a close. I need out. I need Kolette. I need a future that makes me smile. These next few months will be shit, but I need to invest myself in something and or someone... I've been thinking a lot about family lately... not the ones that I have but the one that I one day hope to have, and to protect. It's what I want.

Pray for me and keep me in your thoughts as I venture into life.
I will not be very talkative here, but I will post when I draw.

Sorry in advance for any delays in messages I get. It really boils down to how i feel when lookin through my message center... Dun wanna come off bitter or anything...

Love you all... take care and hope to see you soon.

Winner:





Runnar Up:



Great fight, guys!!! Hope ya had fun

Other Competitors:

What is this xmas you speak of?

I don't know either.

I must apologize for my absence as of late. Been busy lately and stuff of that nature.


Anyways...




5 free sketch thing.

First 5 peeps u know the deal.

#1 - - Mugen
#2 - - Myrmidon
#3 - - SOMETING
#4 - - Shinoda
#5 - - ALLEN

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU UUCK

WARNING: EXPLICIT LANGUAGE AHEAD


You ever just wanna say that?
So much shit has happened this last fucking week.

So i tried hangin myselfs an shit then that night I decide to check into the health clinic.
I really don't remember the order of this shit cause with the amount of sleep i was getting, it was like one big long day. All i know is that I woke up the next day to a call from Quiznos. I ha